Novel Bin Chapter 28: Maybe everything in her previous life was a dream?
Chapter 28: Maybe everything in her previous life was a dream?
- Maybe everything in her previous life was a dream?
Her feeling was really right. After that day, Pei Siyuans whole personality became different. He didnt show his crazy side like that day, as if it was all just her illusion, or maybe he hid his real self again in any case, he at least on the surface still seemed to be a normal person.
And she wasnt so afraid of him anymore.
He was still as taciturn as before, but his attitude towards her was much gentler, and he would not show a cold face all day long. This month, they got along like real boyfriend and girlfriend, without any calculations and unpleasantness, he would wait for her at the university gate in the evening, go back to her small apartment with her to spend the night with her, and then go to work after exchanging a good morning kiss with her the next day.
She didnt want that.
She didnt want this, but it happened that every interaction was facilitated by him, and once she saw him, it was hard for her to say no.
She didnt want to be like this, but when she was with him, she could always feel the shallow throbbing in her heart. This kind of throbbing was different from the violent false emotion dominated by the plot, but really came from herself.
But she really shouldnt be like this.
The experience of her previous life was too tragic for her. She didnt dare to gamble with her family, nor did she dare to gamble with her own destiny. She couldnt stubbornly take the old path after knowing everything about the future
Maybe in this life Pei Siyuans emotions for her are different, but that is ultimately not love, nor can it be love
The person he loves was Jiang Yao.
Gu Ningyou felt a little frustrated in her heart: I just regret a little.
Fu Yifei looked at her suspiciously and asked, What do you regret?
Gu Ningyou sighed deeply: I regret that I am always hypocritical and pretentious.
Yes, she regretted it when she thought of it she refused Pei Siyuan last night, making the excuse that her period was not over yet.
Her psychological affection for Pei Siyuan was actually secondary. She did have an unwarranted affection for this gentle man in this life, but this kind of affection was very shallow after all, even to the extent she couldnt say how much she liked him. Needless to say, she controlled it completely with reason.
But her heartbeat towards Pei Siyuans body was different.
At the beginning, she was really influenced by the plot to uncontrollably crave his body. At that time, she would get wet when she was just a little closer to him, and when she felt his breath, all she could think about were indecent scenes, this desire was too exaggerated, it should not be the reaction of a normal person
But now, she seemed to really like his body a little bit.
She wasnt sure whether Pei Siyuan in the previous life deliberately suppressed it, or Pei Siyuan in this life suddenly became enlightened in this regard. In this life, his sexual tricks were really unimaginable, and he could always bring her to discover new worlds from time to time, and made her feel very comfortable and enjoyable every time.
Originally, she was not his opponent in sexual matters, and under such circumstances, she was even more defenseless, losing every time.
She felt that her body became more and more rambunctious under the influence of Pei Siyuan. For example, now, when she thought of the pleasurable feeling when doing with him, she felt that she was going to get wet again.
The uncontrollable sexual desire when Pei Siyuan was by her side was of course affected by the plot, but when Pei Siyuan was not around her, this desire really came from herself.
That was why she said that she regretted that she found a reason to reject Pei Siyuan yesterday, and used the worst kind of excuse.
Her period was not a complete lie. It did come a few days ago, and she was relieved at that time the situations when Pei Siyuan was interested in having sex with her were always strange, so it was always normal to not wear a condom, but even at home, he was always reluctant to wear condoms. After she asked him to take it a few times, the frequency of them doing it at home became less and less frequent There were several times when she forgot whether she took medicine or not. So she was very flustered for a while, afraid that she would be pregnant. She had just turned 20 and didnt want to have an unexpected pregnancy.
Fortunately, her period came on time, and Pei Siyuan was obviously not in a good mood that dayshe snickered in her heart at that time, Pei Siyuans sexual desire was really strong, for him to endure such a long period of time, was indeed difficult for him.
She refused with such a legitimate reason. Of course, Pei Siyuan could not ask for more, but in fact her period was over yesterday, and the reason why she refused with this reason
As she said, pretentious.
Her mouth and heart were not in the same wavelength.
She really wanted it. When he hugged her, she could feel her bodys desire, but she still refused, because she thought that she would send Pei Siyuan away soon, and he would soon be able to roll in the sheets with his true love
Once she thought of this, she lost interest.
But after she refused, she was also really a little regretful, that is after all, it was something in the future. Why was she being pretentious now? She should have agreed
After he went to France and sleep with Jiang Yao, she would never sleep with him again.
Gu Ningyou thought a lot in her heart, but Fu Yifei didnt understand the twists and turns in her mind, and was still puzzled by her words: Pretentious? What do you mean?
Gu Ningyou shook her head, I cant say it, cant say.n0ve(l)bi(n.)co/m
At night, Gu Ningyou was alone in the room looking at the clothes in the closet, her white fingers swiped over the clothes hanging in the closet one by one, her expression was a bit dazed.
Looking around, Pei Siyuans clothes occupy almost half of the space in this closet.
During these days, unless it was due to work, he stayed here every day, and naturally he kept more and more things here. In addition to this half closet of clothes, as well as the toiletries in the bathroom, the shoes on the shoe rack even her study has become his world, where he kept the laptop he used for work, and sometimes went there to deal with work matters.
Before she knew it, this small apartment has already changed, and it didnt look like a single persons apartment at all.
Maybe Pei Siyuan was right, now she also felt that she was not very smart. She couldnt understand why he did this, and by the time she reacted, it was too late.
As for the key that Pei Siyuan threw away early in his previous life, she saw him take it out several times, but she didnt know how to ask why the key was still there, she couldnt use the events of her previous life to question him, who didnt know anything in this life, right?
Maybe he said that just to anger her in her previous life? Or, maybe
Maybe
Sometimes she also has an absurd thought in her heart-
Maybe everything in the previous life was a dream?
But everything felt so real, and, if it was really a dream, how to explain the influence of the plot on her?
The root cause of all her confusion was Pei Siyuan, but she really couldnt understand his changes.
While thinking about it, someone hugged her from behind. The man who just came in from the outside carried in the coldness which made Gu Ningyou to shudder.
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