Novel Bin Chapter 1: This time, she was quitting
Chapter 1: This time, she was quitting
T/N: I really like this story and enjoyed it very much so I wanted to translate and share it even though I have a lot of active projects haha. Anyway since Im in my summer vacation, it wont hurt I guess? lol
1. This time, she was quitting
Gu Ningyou lived for 27 years, and only when she was dying did she know that she was just a character living in a novel, and she held the script of the vicious female supporting, the kind that would be scolded every day on the Internet.
However, she should be regarded as one of the few vicious female supporting character who managed to successfully sleep with the male lead and also maintained a physical relationship with him for a long period of time.
Although she forced the male lead.
Damn
As her body got immersed in the blazing fire, Gu Ningyou severely cursed the author of this novel.
If she has a character prototype in the authors world, then this prototype must have had a bloody feud with the author for eight lifetimes. The author tortured her to death with her consciousness still there and wont leave her an intact body when she finally breathed her last.
It was said that people will experience flash of lucidity when they were about to die. Gu Ningyou has never believed it, but now she felt that there was still some truth. After her life flashes in her eyes, Gu Ningyou found that she was a tool person through and through.
The significance of her existence was probably to create trials and tribulations on the road between the male and female protagonists. The male and female leads were about to communicate with each other and confirm their relationship sweetly, but because of her intervention, they got separated for nearly seven years.
It was honestly so bad, Gu Ningyou wanted to scold herself.
But thinking about it again, there were actually many things that were not her original intentions
Such as the day of her first encounter with the male lead. That afternoon, her best friend had asked her if she wanted to watch the school basketball game. She didnt want to go, she was not an active person, it was noon and the sun was scorching hot at the time. In other words, she said nothing about going out, but that day as she lied in her dormitory, she felt restless, and distracted. In the end, she surprisingly agreed to her bestfriends request on a whim.
Then, on the basketball court full of cheerings, she noticed the male protagonist at a glance among the crowd, and fell in love with him at first sight.
Another example was it was the day of the graduation ceremony. At that time, she was deeply infatuated with the male lead, but he was in love with the female lead, and was already tired of her stubborn entanglement. She originally thought of walking away to give herself one last face, but just as she was about to walk out the door, an emotion called unwillingness suddenly took over her mind, so she went back and trick the male lead to drink the aphrodisiac red wine
According to the general development of the novel plot, the male lead will always push away the vicious female character at a critical moment and turn to linger with the female lead. At that time, she still got the male lead logically.
Now that she thought about it, that was something she would never do. Unlike the sunny and kind heroine, she felt inferior, and was cowardly and timid, how could she have done such a shocking thing at that time?This chapter is updat𝓮d by nov(e)(l)biin.com
The aphrodisiac in the wine was given by her best friend, and when she found out she was still blaming her best friend for taking matters into her own hands; moreover, at that time, when she confessed to the male lead, she simply wanted to make clear of her years of love. In her heart, she had also long given her blessing to the hero and heroine silently
She didnt even drink that day, but why did she suddenly lose her rationality?
After the raw rice was cooked, she even broke the pot and threw it. [T/N: (shngmzhchngshfn): too late to change anything now (idiom)]
Seizing this affair of her and the male lead, she half-threatened and half-forced him to be with her. Recalling the scene from that time, she actually still remembered the expression on the male leads face-
He had looked at her coldly, and the disgust and impatience in his eyes were even greater than before, as if he wanted to burn her to ashes.
Gu Ningyou, you can actually say such shameless words?
Well, it was indeed really shameless.
Recalling this, Gu Ningyou silently agreed in her heart.
Probably because she was about to die, in rare cases, she broke out from the control of the plot. As she recalled, she felt that her words and deeds were indescribable and her heartfelt love and obsession for the male lead also seemed to vanish in an instant.
She seemed to be reminiscing, as well as seemed to be looking at the life of a person who was completely unrelated to her.
How could a person like someone so much that they could even give up their dignity?
And then not like him when she said she didnt like him anymore, where even her memories seem so fake?
The more memories Gu Ningyou recalled, the more she was sure she was living under the pen of others, and that her every move, every thought, was manipulated to fit the story line.
She had wanted to end the painful and mutually torturous relationship with the male lead several times, but the words of separation could not be said
But now that has nothing to do with her, because she was dying.
The author must have felt that she had completed her role as the vicious female supporting character and can now disappear from the novel. If there was no accident, the male and female leads will step into the wedding hall today, exchange rings and promise each other for life, and the news of her plane crashing would appear in the headlines of all major news channel tomorrow
Or maybe today.
In order to control her, the male lead specially arranged for his people to pick her up at the airport. He wanted to make sure that any trace of her would not appear in his future life. He had long hated her and he even felt it hard to endure when seeing her face, so when he sent her away, he wanted to do it thoroughly.
Unfortunately, his people would never be able to receive her.
The author was too unkind. She was a vicious character, and it was okay for her to die. But what about the innocent people on this plane, just because they were on the same flight as her, the author took their lives so plainly?
Forget it, this was just the plot of a novel, she shouldnt delve into it too much. Anyway, throughout the ages, as long as the male and female leads live happily together in the end, nothing else matters.
Gu Ningyou felt that she should be dead.
But it didnt seem like she completely died?
Since she woke up, she stayed alone in the room for half an hour. After knocking her head and feeling real pain, Gu Ningyou found that this was neither a flashback nor a dream, but the reality.
Damn, what was this author trying to do? The novel was about to end, and she, the vicious female supporting actress actually got reborn?
My god! Could it be
Could it be that what she took was not the script of the vicious female supporting character, but the script of the reborn Shuangwen heroine?
[Shuangwen (): (often found in Chinese online literature) written to fulfill fantasy of readers that lacks artistic value.]
But she also didnt want to do this face-slapping counterattack. The male and female protagonists were already miserable enough, and there was nothing to take revenge for, on the contrary, she was a vicious female supporting character who couldnt be white-washed.
Moreover, if this was true
Gu Ningyou looked down at her mobile phone with a blank expression.
October 2014.
Seven years before her accident, but after the graduation ceremony.
She knew that the author would not be so kind rebirth is to be born again, what did the author mean by letting her reborn back to this embarrassing point in time? Even a few months earlier, she hadnt made a big mistake yet ah.
Sure enough, she still held the role of the vicious female supporting character, and even if she was reborn, she would still be abused.
But this time
Damn, who likes to play the role of this vicious female supporting role? Anyway, I wont do it.