Novel Bin Chapter 22: Pain and Pleasure
Chapter 22: Pain and Pleasure
Freedom had been deprived of her body. The existing charity alone, though, was not adequate to dominate even Akanes spirit of independence.
During the two days after her limbs had been modified, Akane vomited back even liquid food and would not accept even a drop of water.
Akane, are you thirsty?
Akane didnt even react to my voice; she simply continued to gaze into the void with hollow eyes.
Her figure, bound to a chair like a disabled person, resembled a mere corpse or a soulless puppet.
But what I sought was not a soulless corpse. An ideal virgin marya breathtaking doll of flesh with a soul, temperature, and no impuritieswas what I yearned for.
Akane, who lacked emotion now, was not as close to the ideal as she could be.
Be at ease now, Akane. If you need me, I will provide you with enough food and water. Not only that but I will likewise ensure that you take a bath and excrete every day. Besides, you will eventually run out of patience, and all this is futile, Akane.
Most likely, Akane was refusing to eat, drink water, bathe, and excrete all out of a single-minded desire not to accept me or rely on me. Her resistance stemmed from her unwillingness to acknowledge the reality that she could not even perform any of these things without my help.
But that was a futile endeavor. As a flesh-and-blood human being, one day her body would reach its limits. At that point, Akane would have no choice but to rely on me, even if she didnt want to.
do it.
Akanes lips, which had been dried with blood, made a slight twitch at that very moment. The words, nonetheless, were so terribly muffled that they didnt reach my ears distinctly.
Do it already Kill me.
With a dry throat, Akane once more spoke to me, begging me to kill her.
But of course, I had no intention of heeding such words.
Are you an idiot? Once I kill you my whole plan flies off the rails. Even if you ask me to, I cant listen to that, you know that much, dont you?
Akane wasnt yet aware of how valuable her existence was to me.
Akanes life was no longer solely hers. Likewise, she belonged to me. She was my possession.
When you are allowed to die, that is when you deny your own beauty and cast it aside. In short, only when you are no longer of value to me Well, I wouldnt let that take place in the first place, though.
When Akane would be granted to die, that would be when her value disappeared from my mind. Should that happen, I might kill Akane outright and unhesitatingly.
But that would imply that I had failed in my own responsibility to uphold Akanes beauty. The loss of Akanes value equated to the loss of my own sense of meaning in life.
I would never allow such a thing.
Please even if I live any longer there is no point with a body like this
Dont make me repeat it. You have no choice but to live under me. You will be my own virgin mary that is your fate.
Akanes life or death was not hers to judge. I would oversee everything and pass judgment.
For as long as I desired, I would let Akane live long, in whatever form she assumed.
Kill me kill me
Akane cried and screamed like a child.
At last, she realized that it was beyond her power to overcome the present predicament.
It must be painful and agonizing. But by accepting me, you will be liberated from that suffering. Now about meUpdat𝒆d fr𝒐m nov𝒆lb(i)n.c(o)m
Accept me. I would release you from all the suffering.
And I shall bestow upon you new pleasures.